Things are pretty scary in Brazil right now — you might have seen the news about wildfires. I have been spending my days indoors, all windows shut to keep the ash and fog away.
However, I had a surprisingly chill day. It was lazy and slow, barely any work and I even dodged not urgent commitments to take a nap and spend some time with family.
When things are hard I often feel the need to shut the world out and take refuge in a quiet comfortable place, like poetry.
The poem I want to share today is great for that.
Written by American poet and physician (I wish my doctors were this cool) William Carlos Williams (1883 - 1963), Danse Russe is about one of those moments in which you can just be your weird self and relax — and man, do we need to.
I really admire how down to earth his style can be without sacrificying expression and deeply moving themes. It’s easy to relate to his writing, so easy that many critics scoffed at him, but it might be the exact reason his readers are captivated by his work.
So let’s dance like no one is watching.
Danse Russe
If I when my wife is sleeping
and the baby and Kathleen
are sleeping
and the sun is a flame-white disc
in silken mists
above shining trees,—
if I in my north room
dance naked, grotesquely
before my mirror
waving my shirt round my head
and singing softly to myself:
“I am lonely, lonely.
I was born to be lonely,
I am best so!”
If I admire my arms, my face,
my shoulders, flanks, buttocks
against the yellow drawn shades,—
Who shall say I am not
the happy genius of my household?
I love this poem! It’s just what everyone needs from time to time. Also, about the wildfires, I hope you’re doing okay and that no harm comes to you.